1. A driving force for Existential fulfillment.
2. Frustration at obstacles in the way of that fulfillment.
3. Something inside that needs to come out.
4. Existential fulfillment through the maximization of my essential thrust.
5. Essential thrust consisting of a drive and desire to have an understanding of:
a. existence
b. what to do with existence
c. how to exist
d. a place in the universe as a part of the universe
e. bringing the universe to another layer
6. Existential fulfillment and a drive toward ecstasy
7. A drive to embrace existence, not to avoid it.
8. Existential fulfillment consisting of:
a. approaching the asymptotes of the possibility of my being
b. witnessing a progression which confirms my feeling that I can approach the asymptotes of existential fulfillment
c. reaching a place of communication in the universe
d. becoming a demi-god, essentially
e. truly seeing for the universe
f. overcoming myself
g. achieving connection without necessarily destroying desire
h. reaching a place in which I feel that I am approaching the asymptotes.
9. Indications of Existential fulfillment.
a. a sublime understanding of the genuineness of my art
b. prolific creation
c. ecstasy of creation
d. creation in and of itself and myself
e. recognition of my genius
f. sublime command over people, animals, machinery, etc.
g. Napoleonic maneuverability
10. Paths to existential fulfillment:
a. clarity of vision
b. prolific creation
c. universal distribution
d. connection to everything
11. Reciprocal nature of the essentials of vision and existential fulfillment:
a. drive for existential fulfillment leads to the strengthening of vision
b. strengthening of vision leads toward realization of existential fulfillment
12. Art in and of itself and myself
13. A hatred of inhibited existential expansion
14. A lust for existential conquest
15. An equating of self to universe in the dissolution of self into eflumina
16. Art as offspring of efluminal experience
17. Expansion of feeling over and against belief, knowledge, and sensation
18. Language of feeling
19. The notion that concepts of belief and knowledge are nonsensical
20. That belief in the existence of anything which is utterly incomprehensible is nonsensical. That is, the “what” that is the what in the question, “ what do you believe in?” has nothing whatsoever to do with anything remotely linked to any “what”
21. That only a feeling is possible